Am I Rushing Into A Threesome

My boyfriend has been pressuring me for a threesome for quite some time. My friends at escorts in London have told me to be careful, but I finally gave in this weekend. Now, my boyfriend is getting ready to set it all up, but I am not so sure anymore. My boyfriend thinks that I am very liberal minded just because I work for escorts in London, but that is not really true. Like my friends at London escorts know, there are some things that I would not do for love nor money, and I think that I have bitten off more than I can chew.

I really don’t know what to say to my boyfriend. Like I told my friends at escorts in London, I know that my boyfriend is going to be bitterly disappointed. But, how far do you take things? I have been with my boyfriend for three months, and I seem to be doing everything to anxiously please him. It is not really working out for me, and my girlfriends at escorts in London know that I feel that I am being taken advantage of in man ways. I am just one of those girls who just does not like to say no.

The problem really stems from London escorts. A lot of the girls who work for London escorts services all across London, find it hard to hang on to their boyfriends. I am not any different. Lots of guys really do have a hard time accepting that we are escorts in London, and other guys, perhaps like my boyfriend, see us as a bit of a commodity. It sounds pathetic, but in some ways I do not feel that I am really standing up to my boyfriend. Do I not have enough guts, or am I afraid of being lonely?

I think that a lot of escorts in London have a really hard time being accepted. Lots of gents do think that we do not take life and love that seriously but that is not true at all. My heart and my feelings are precious to me, and I think that a threesome could seriously damage your state of mind. I am not the only one of escorts in London to have been asked for a threesome. Most of the girls at the agency have said no, and I feel that I should do that as well. But what if my boyfriends rejects me?

Tina, one of my best friends here at escorts in London, says that if my boyfriends rejects me, he is not really worth knowing. In many ways I know in my heart of hearts that she is right. It would be kind of a release to say no, and it would perhaps be a good thing for me. Letting go can sometimes be a lot harder than hanging on. Maybe I should just let go. If my boyfriend leaves, maybe he wasn’t worth to hanging on after all. Making the right decision is never easy, and I recognize that many of my friends from London escorts know what I am talking about.